Michelle Rosser

mom i really do wish u were still here , i never understood when i was younger but getting older ive started to understand why this happened . when i was little i started to feel like u hated me but i realized u loved me more than anything . i would do anything to just have a phonecall with u again even if it was me begging you to come home . the world is so different without u , and it sucks to have to live as a teenage girl without her biological mother . i wish i couldve helped u and understood u more . if u went sober u wouldve still be here and i would still had my mom . growing up without a mom really sucks . being without u has showed me alot and ive had to learn to do everything a girl should learn with her mom by herself , i wish we could've experienced that . i remember when i found out u were dead in the hospital at 6 years old and all i could do was wonder . going to that hospital in greensboro and seeing my mom dead in a hospital bed changed me . i remember being with my sister holding ur hand , and before we left for the last time u squeezed our hand . i have a mold of ur handprint and the lining of the tubes in ur hand in a mold book . when i left that hospital i was on the docters shoulder crying my eyes our because i had just lost my mom . i wish u were still here , and i wish i could still make memories with u . it hurts my soul to see pixtures of us together as a family because i could see in my eyes in the pictures that i was so innocent, and never wouldve imagined all that . i remember the very LAST time u hugged me , and how safe i felt with u . i would do anything to see u one more time and talk to u about how my life has been . ur death has impacted me in the worst way possible , but its taught me alot about how theyre challenges in life , but u will always find a way to gst through them . when u came to our house that night getting ur stuff , and i was yelling at u to leave , i regret that . if i knew that would be the last time i saw u i wouldve gave u the biggest hug . im sorry i kicked u out , i never understood why u did what u did , but i understand everything now . looking back at funeral pictures and REMEMBERING every second of that funeral haunts me . i remember burying ur ashes in the ground with my dad all by myself . that was the last time i would ever see u . i used to go to your grave alot , but i havent gone in YEARS because im so scared to come talk to u . i wish i did come see u more , and i could just tell u about my problems without HOPING ur listening . thank u so much for marrying my dad . my dad is the best person i have in my life and was there for me through everything. i dont know what i would do without him . u did ONE good thing , and that was marry him . i still have pictures u made for me in jail , and i remember u SAYING u were gonna change when u got out , but u didnt . ur life was cut so short , u were beautiful . my whole family says i look just like u , and im a mirror reflection of h inside and out . i hope i dont turn out to be like u , but its good to know i still have apart of you and thats me . i love u mom 🤍 .

To the family. I am so sorry for your loss. During this sad time, please know that our Heavenly Father assures us of his loving support in times of grief, and he promises to end the pain of death by means of his kingdom (Psalm 34:18, Daniel 2:44, and Revelation 21:3,4). In the days to come, may these verses encourage and sustain your family. For more comforting thoughts, please visit jw.org. Take care. - Melva

I am so sorry for your loss Michelle will be missed...she will always and forever be in my heart and when I think of her I’ll think of our crazy school bus times and our many laughs! ~ Darina Perry

I’m so sorry for your loss. I was friends with Michelle in high school and remember her very well. She was such a sweet person. Keeping the family in my prayers! ~ Anastasia Waddell